Unfortunately, it is not often that most of us stop to take the time to reflect on the friendships we have, what they add to our lives, and how blessed we may be to have them. I know that lately (IE. since college graduation? Or maybe even before?) I have been stuck in my own world, always "too busy" to send that text message or write that e-mail. Too busy to make plans. Between 2 jobs, grad school, and a fiance I tend to think I'm overcommitting myself if I make dinner plans or coffee plans too often. But I'm ashamed at how disconnected I've been from the people who mean the most.
The last few days have been really hard. Without going into too much detail - I am battling two forms of a chronic skin disease that I don't see an end in sight for. I look like this on my good days:
My legs, feet, torso, back... well, you get the picture... are all affected as well. I've taken a lot of medication, but nothing can compete with the severity of my diseases.
I am now struggling with the loss of my hair. Without showing graphic pictures, just let it be known that I have a lot missing and won't leave the house without a hat. Luckily I've come across some cute ones!
With all of this being said, it has come to my attention how lucky I am to have the people that I do. It's something that I always should have known, but has really become apparent. The reactions that I got from the friends that I personally spoke to about my situation were more than I ever could have hoped for. "WE will get through this," "I will shave my head too," "I'll help you pick out cute hats & scarves," "I will cut my hair off to get a wig made for you." They're all beautiful and genuine reactions that honestly have made me cry.
I certainly chose the best bridesmaids that I ever could have. Because who else would you want standing next to you but someone who would give you their hair for your wedding day??
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